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Today I need to tell you all something.... Its a topic I've been trying to avoid ever since I started Blogging In July.. I wish this was an april fools... but its not. I feel since I've gather a lot of peoples respect and gather so much "Family" on this blog I feel its best I tell you guys now rather than explain it later if someone comes in contact with me. Well today is the anniversary(April 1st) of when I had a huge surgery. I'll make it simple. I have a tumor. Thats all I want to share. and This day keeps hunting me over and over reminding me the shit I went through. Last year on April 1st 2009 I went in for a 8 hour or maybe a little less or longer to try to get ride of the Tumor I had. I don't want to gain sympathy from this no... I just want to share with you and be real about this since I have a few people into what I am doing. But Sometimes I feel I can't accomplish these goals I have, since society judges the way someone looks. People say "Your Fat, You must not work out" Or "Your too Ugly" I feel if you have one flaw in life your not given the same chances in life as others. Please don't judge me. I'm still the same kid from day one. I just wanted to be real. However if people do decide to judge I now know the real from the fake. I just hope society will keep its door open for a ambitious young dude chasing his dreams on its own. Sorry for the lack of posts. Its just this day I've been dreading... AND During this time in the hospital I spent 2 weeks-3 weeks there. I had to learn how to walk all over again due to the bed rest I was in. I wish I can share more, I just don't feel right about sharing that. Its a little to personal. I just wanted to expose the real me on this day. I'm reminded by this event everyday due to what it's left physically and emotionally.
Hope you all understand.
Pce&Love
17 comments:
WOW THAT'S A VERY POWERFUL STORY YOUR A BIG INSPIRATION
Wow. Must have been scary. But no matter what you still have my support. Hope you're ok.
omg jevon!
i dont think anyones gonna judge you and i hope and pray that your okay dude. like said above your a real inspiration.
Damn. you went through a lot man. thats why its good to thank god that you still living healthy right now. but everythings good fam, so keep ya head up and keep lovin life and blogging, you inspire alot of people you know, just like me. keep inspiring fam because young people like us need an inspiration in our life, and thats whats real
thanks so much everyone. I' m so glad you all understand
oh wow, i never knew that,
you can accomplish your goals don't worry about that.
Dont think you cant make your dreams come alife man! Keep on believing in yourself, put all your strenght togheter and you'll deff get there! Believe in love cause there are alot people who support you man and the haters are nothing but motivaters keep that in mind! Keep it up homie.
wow. hey just dont stop believing. all those haters out there forget about them. as jhizzy said you have been a huge inspiration.
Jevon be happy cuz if GOD wanted to take away ur life he would but because u have a purpose on this earth he's chose not to. I haven't been through that and i know everyone fears death but plz think about GOD AND HIS GRACE and how u have come this far. I hope that from today you'll not feel that fear.I'm jst imaging what u went through and i'll pray 4 u. Don't let this stop u.
man its good that you opened up its not good to keep the feelings to yourself i am defintly sure that you will make big and great things in the near future
you might not think so but you inspire alot of people.your mad creative keep doing your thing and chase your dreams
i feel you and i respect the way you feel just keep on doing what you want to do to keep yourself happy.
yo don't let anyone bring you down, you can accomplish whatever you want to.
you've inspired me with your blog, keep goin.
Dude my mom had a tumor in her stomach.... i was rly scared but shes fine u can count that i wont judge u
Woww,, thats some real stuff right there.
All that does, is prove you got drive, and that your strong.
I know you said you werent trying to bring attention to yourself,
but that is really inspirational, and i think everyone agrees with me.
btw, i love the blog (:
so ima follow
WoW YOur blog dope by the way
i still support, and i hope these inspirational words from everyone gets you through your days =)
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